It all started on 20th Dec 2010, when he dropped me a message on wholivesnearyou (WLNY).
Back then, just like with any other people I know on the cyberspace, he is just someone offering his time for me to chat with (also know as "aka"), entertaining me.
How will I knew back then, him, who was all the way in another country, would have turned up to be my "Mr Right".
Finding him rather silly back then, staying in Guangzhou, yet looking for a wife in Singapore (ah yes, he used to stay in SG, thus in WLNY, long before I even know his existence), it kept me interested for a while to chat.
With this little photo on my profile picture, that's how we know each other:
It wasnt long before rushing home daily on time to find the silly guy waiting for me online turns into an addiction.
Msn, Sms, Skype, Phone calls, that's how things kept going.
After a few rounds of testing water, the silly one finally pluck up all his courage & asked me to be his girlfriend (=^_^=) how shy it was back then for both of us. That marks the date 20th Jan 2011.
This all happened, before we even met in person, can you believe it?! Talk about long-distance cyber relationship. Do you even going to believe that it'll last or even happen in real life?
18th Feb 2011 : naive me decided that I'm going to hop on a jet first-time ever, all alone early morning, & fly 4hours over to Guangzhou, with just 1000RMB in bag, to meet this cyber boyfriend. Jittery, and full of suspicion.
What if he's lying?
What if he's a robber, kidnapper, etc and I can never come back home safely?
What if he didnt turn out to be the way I expected?
What if I didnt turn out to be the way he expected & he despise me?
What if it's all a joke & he didnt even turn up at the airport, because I only booked air ticket, no hotel, no nothing?
What if..........
What if......
What if...
My mind was filled with questions, that I can never answered, till I reached there.
~+::RiN::+~
整件事至今，就好像只有在电视剧里才会发生的情节。
一切都在2010年12月20日，当他在wholivesnearyou (WLNY) 给我留言开始。
当时，就像其他我在网上认识的人一样，他是个肯花时间陪我聊天的人，又或是说，娱乐我的人。
我又怎会知道当时，他，一个远在另一个国家的人，会是我的真命天子。
当时觉得他很傻，住在广州，却想在新加坡找老婆 （啊，对了，他曾经住在新加坡，所以才会在WLNY出现，远在我还不知道他的存在之前），让我对跟他聊天感到有兴趣。
就是这张照片，我们认识了彼此：
不离很长的时间，每天放工准时赶回家上网和已经在线上等我的他聊天成了一种习惯。
Msn，手机简讯，Skype, 手机通话，就是这样维系的。
经过几次的尝试，傻傻的他终于鼓起了所有勇气开口叫我做他的女朋友 (=^_^=) 两个人都很不好意思呀。一切都在2011年1月20日。
这一切都发生在我们两面对面见到对方之前，你能相信吗？！说到远距离网上恋爱。你相信它会持久或发生在现实生活上吗？
2011年2月18日：单纯的我决定第一次坐上飞机，一大早单独一人，飞四小时到广州，包包里仅1000人民币，去见这个网上男朋友。又紧张，又怀疑。
如果他撒谎呢？
如果他是劫匪或绑匪而我又不能安全回到新加坡呢？
如果他不像我想象的那样呢？
如果我不像他想象的那样他嫌弃我呢？
如果这一切只是个玩笑而他并没有在机场出现，我只定了机票，没定酒店，什么都没呢？
如果。。。。。。。。。
如果。。。。。。
如果。。。
我脑海里充满了问号，都是我解答不了的，至到我抵达那里。
~+::RiN::+~
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